Ann Aguirre and the Block

Ann Aguirre is the author of Grimspace and its upcoming sequel, Wanderlust.

When Dee [Bam: That would be me] emailed me and asked me to write a blog about writer’s block, I had to say:

“I don’t get writer’s block. I suffer from lazy sometimes, and I’d rather play video games, watch TV or take a nap than do my work. Do you want me to write about that?”

She said yes.

So here we go. First, it should be noted that my opinions and processes apply to me. If you get something of value from this post, awesome. If not, well, you probably weren’t gonna work for the minute and a half it took you to read this anyway, so you found a new way to screw off on the internet. Sweet!

As I see it, there are two schools of thought on writing. In one school, we have people who have a muse. If the muse dries up, they can’t write. They may wander around in a fugue state, waiting for this to clear up via an act of God. In the other school, we have people who write no matter what. If a muse is present, that’s wicked good; if not, the book still needs to be written.

I fall into the latter category. Some days, the words come hard, and I spend all day getting to my goal word count. I struggle over it. I sweat and I cuss, and I think this is the stupidest idea ever, and my characters have no more personality than an empty knapsack. I’m sure the whole story arc sucks, I suck, and I really should be selling Tupperware instead.

Some days, it’s magical and I bang out a chapter in less than three hours. Some days, I’m in the zone, and the words pouring out of me feel so visceral that I weep as I type, a la Kathleen Turner in ROMANCING THE STONE. Go on, laugh at me (but you know you’ve done it too).

Either way, I don’t quit work for the day until my words are done. Why? Because otherwise I’ll never finish my projects. Sticking with something takes willpower, and sometimes it’s hard. Sometimes I’d rather slack off and watch TV or read someone else’s books. That would be easy. I don’t want that, though. I want this job too much to be lazy about it; I ignore the “id”. Only after I’ve met my daily word count do I reward myself with something purely for fun.

Yeah, writing is fun, but it’s a different sort of fun. Writing is also work. Anyone who says otherwise is full of crap. It takes dedication to keep your ass in the chair when there’s so little immediate gratification. We wait years for feedback. We get told we stink repeatedly until we have to grow elephant skin in order to keep trying at all. This is one of the only jobs where you could spend twenty years hearing how terrible you are — and then overnight, all that can change. One editor likes you, and suddenly readers get a look at your stuff. Surprise! They love it. So does that mean you didn’t suck after all or you spent twenty years learning NOT to suck? It’s a question for the ages. I suspect it’s also why some authors seem to go batshit. This is not a world with absolutes; the subjectivity can be crazy-making.

The suggestion I have for people who suffer from writer’s block? Write anyway. Try a new project. Write something just for fun. Ask a colleague to collaborate with you. Just don’t give up. The longer you go without creating, the rustier your mental muscles get. When I go into promo mode after completing a project, I notice it takes me a lot longer to hit my stride when I go back to writing a first draft again. I fight to reach my daily word count; the story doesn’t flow. Why? Because I’m out of practice. And you don’t get practice by blogging about writing, IMing about it, or by bitching about your block.

To help with that, give yourself permission to suck. Yeah, I really wrote that. It took me forever to learn that I wasn’t going to create perfection in the first go. I thought revision was for “bad” writers, people who couldn’t get it right the first time. Shows what I knew. I used to labor over each word, stress about sentence structures as I was writing it. I wanted everything to be just so, each word a diamond perfectly placed. That was a recipe for disaster. Going that route, I would have had the best chapter in the history of first chapters —and nothing else, ever.

Now I don’t much care how well I do the first draft. I don’t care if I use the word “trouble” five times in one chapter or if all my characters do nothing but nod and sigh throughout the book. I keep moving forward. Even if I write something I think is terrible, it’s shaping the book. I tell myself, “I can fix it!” That’s my mantra. Sometimes I make notes about how I want a scene to turn out in the final draft instead of the placeholder-style crapulence I actually produced. Remember, nothing is set in stone. In this computer age, it’s super easy to rewrite and move stuff around.

So that’s my advice. Write the book. Finish. Don’t stop to reread. Don’t tinker along the way. Don’t worry about it being perfect in the first go. That’s not the point. The point is to finish. You can’t edit a blank page.

I think of it as building a house, in fact. First you assemble the frame, dialog and basic action. On your first pass through, you look for continuity, correct egregious errors, and spackle gaping plotholes. On your second pass, you add detail and elegance, description if you’re so inclined. Then you have a beta reader take a look and incorporate any smart suggestions. Repeat as desired if you have an agent or editor. In such a way, you’ll cruise through your book several times, making it shinier in each go.

Does it matter that your first version was a POS? Not so much, if you had a good core idea. So that’s my advice regarding writer’s block.

Forget about it and write. Just write something, anything, until you remember why you wanted to write in the first place.

[Bam: I’m Dionne Galace and I endorse this blog post.]

11 Responses to “Ann Aguirre and the Block”

  1. katiebabs
    1

    I like to take naps :D . I would think it would be the perfect solution to writers block.
    Or I would have a few beers and then start to write. Heh Heh.

  2. azteclady
    2

    What does it say about me that I’m imagining Ann as the soup nazi from Seinfield, saying to each person in a loooooooooooooooong line of writers, “No block for you!”?

  3. Carolyn Jean
    3

    This is a really wonderful and thoughtful post, Ann. I agree with everything you said - you just have to slap the stuff out and not be precious, and just work it over later.

    As somebody who writes on tight deadlines for a living (in addition to writing novels on no deadlines for no living) I’ve totally come to see that the muse and writer’s block are just myths. It’s just about practice. Like a sport.

  4. Jill Sorenson
    4

    I think this is great advice and totally agree that sometimes writing is like pulling teeth. I’ve often had to give myself permission to write crap and only then could I continue to work. What I struggle with, and am struggling with RIGHT NOW, is that I have trouble slapping an ending together. This seems like a time when sucking is not an option.

    I know, it’s just like anything else. Write SOMETHING, and fix it later. Because it’s the end, I feel like I have to make it “right.”

    Damn it. Sometimes it’s worse than pulling teeth. More like punching yourself in the face?

  5. Tumperkin
    5

    Not too long ago, I picked up a book about writing by John Braine. This is how it starts: “A writer is someone who writes”. I read that sentence and started writing.

  6. Samantha
    6

    You’re a genius - seriously. This is some of the best advice you can ever give someone. It took me forever, years of agonizing fear, before I just melted down and finally said “screw it, no one ever has to read it, and I can write whatever I want“. It’s liberating and exhilarating. Now if I just weren’t so lazy and also didn’t suffer from edit-as-I-go syndrome. Then maybe I could finish something.

  7. catie
    7

    Thank you Ann. I *SO* needed to remember that it’s all right to write shit. :)

  8. Lorelie
    8

    :) Great timing tonight, considering North and South has arrived from Amazon and Torchwood has come from Netflix and I’ve only done 1250 words. I’ll listen to Ann, I won’t quit until the words are done. I promise.

  9. Bonnie Dee
    9

    Oh my gosh, our processes are so similar it’s scary. Write no matter what is my mantra, too. Don’t think about whether you’re “in the mood” or “feeling creative”. Just do it. And I, too, tend to agonize over sentence structure and finding the exact word. Sometimes I have to remind myself to just spit it out and go back later to groom it. Editing numerous times is good. The words will only get better.

  10. Ann Aguirre
    10

    There does come a point where you start to edit all the life /voice out of your book, particularly if you’re trying to adhere to certain “rules”, but I think beginning writers do this more than experienced ones.

    I’m glad y’all have found this helpful.

    And hi from RT!

  11. Kelly McCrady
    11

    Another benefit to just slapping the words down and moving forward, and then making multiple passes to edit, is that you don’t have time to marry your words. They aren’t pretty, so you can move forward and get the skeleton of the story out.

    Having learned this the same hard way as most writers (by spending years mulling over an unfinished product) I can now cut whole craptastic scenes with abandon or cut/paste background to a later part of the story where it becomes relevant. They’re just words on a page now, not babies.

    Thanks, Ann for wonderful pro-writer advice and to Bam for posting it here!



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